“I still try to walk on crutches with my arm not working properly. I know I have to go, I want to walk,” says Iryna*. She is sitting on a shabby sofa, with an old red carpet hanging behind her and crutches lying nearby. Iryna and her husband Anton* are allowed to live in this village house in Zhytomyr Oblast, in central Ukraine, free of charge, and pay only for utilities.
Given that the couple lives on Iryna's IDP and disability benefits—about 5,000 UAH per month (€115)—the opportunity to live in a house for free is invaluable.
Before the Russian Federation's offensive launched over two years ago, Iryna and Anton had a similar house in Donetsk Oblast near Bakhmut, east of Ukraine . They had 17 hectares of land, chickens, pigs, and cows. Iryna looked after the household and her paralyzed mother, while Anton worked for agricultural companies.
“Just before the war, I planted potatoes and corn. I was thinking of planting more because the war had started and we had to survive the winter. It was not only me who thought like that, people were actively planting their plots back then, spending all their money on it. But we had to flee and leave everything to someone else,” says Iryna.
As of March 31, 2024, there were over 3 million registered internally displaced persons (IDPs) in Ukraine. Currently, there is a spike in displacement in some oblasts due to the heightened conflict activity at the frontlines in Donetsk and Kharkiv Oblasts.
Hope to be back home
Back in 2022, when the massive shelling started near their village, the couple decided to go to Bakhmut town to seek refuge. They thought the situation would be similar to what it was 10 years ago. “We hoped the bombs would only fly around a bit and stop soon. We thought we would be able to return home.”
In Bakhmut, Iryna and Anton lived in a dormitory with other IDPs from eastern Ukraine. On June 1, 2022, they decided to get some food being distributed as humanitarian aid, but Iryna never returned.
“I found myself in a crater five meters deep. My husband was thrown away by the blast wave. He woke up, the debris and dust falling from the sky around him, and he didn't see me. He thought I had been blown to pieces. But I started screaming from underground, and he found me and started digging me out. If he hadn't heard me, I could have suffocated, buried under the soil,” shared Iryna.
The Ukrainian military pulled her out, provided first aid, and sent her to a hospital in Dnipro city. Iryna was in a coma for four days. However, more and more people continued to be brought to the hospital in Dnipro from the towns that had been under heavy shelling: Bakhmut, Sievierodonetsk, Lysychansk, etc. There were not enough beds.
Iryna was taken to Lviv in western Ukraine by an intensive care train. “I was in a critical condition, both arms and both legs were injured, and my stomach was injured too,” she says. She was treated there for two years, trying to save her leg and arm, which were most injured.
Eventually, her treatment continued in Zhytomyr city. Iryna commutes there from the village of Horshchyk, where she now lives. Her sister-in-law, who has five children, also lives in this village. It makes it much easier to adapt when you have family nearby.